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I am separated, , 43, have 3 kids, one is away. I have short hair,am a good person, love to help people and would love to be able to help homeless people and kids who are starving all over the worlld. I hate thinking that there are actual kids starving to death and people freezing to death becasue of lack of money.
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May 16  
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May 18

I don't need you

 I don't need you anymore
I'm done with being walked on
I don't need your knife anymore
so take it out of my back
 
I don't need your lies any longer
I don't need your hatred either
I don't need your fucked up jargon
I just knew you would be you
 
I don't want to be seen with you
I don't want to know you
I don't want to look at you
I don't want to be here
So I'm walking out the door
 
Don't tell me lies
And say you love me
as soon as I get to the door
Don't say you want to start over
Cause I'm through with you ffeeding me lines
 
I just can't look at you
the same way as I used to
you have changed so much
and it's tearing me up
 so I have to go
I'll be sure to think of you
whenever I see tears falling
May 11

Anyone here watch....

Anyone watching Little People Big World here? I have 
 been watching since a few weeks now and really enjoy the show.
What interested me was that they have twins,
one is normal height and the other Zachary is a little person,
I never knew that could happen..Amy, is always complaining
about Matt and his job. She should count herself lucky just to
o have what they do have. They have a beautiful home, a farm,
lots of land, food, ample money and most people would love to
 have a home to call their own Quit your whining Amy! Sheesh!

So hard

It is so hard being in the situation I am in. My marriage is over, but, I still live in the same house with my husband and kids. I feel like I am alone here evn though there are 4 people here. The nly time they speak to me is if they can't find something and ask me where it is knowing I will look or know where it is. I feel so alone and am looking for another place but, it is hard to find one, the reason why i'm still here.  I am civil and give no reason for any of them to talk about me, I have never felt so alone in my entire life. I never thought my husband would stop loving me and stop being civil but he has. If I make casual conversation he turns his head slowly and rolls his syes and most of the time he just flat out won't answer me. This is going on over a month, I don't want him back, and cannot wait to get a place, I am getting so fed up here.

Talking about never alone

 

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never alone
 It was a hot summer day, she had just finished folding the laundry,she decided to check her e-mail , then go for her daily swim. She was waiting for an e-mail from her husband who was  working down town, but always managed to send her an e-mail no matter how busy he was.She missed him while he was working and opened up her account. She opened up his note, "Hi hun, I'm having lunch and am thinking about coming home to my darling wife soon.John"
 She spotted a name, one that was familiar to her, a man from a very popular website and decided to open it..John knew she had friends on-line.
"Dear Jane.
I am so sorry to put this on you but, I have fallen in love with you. I can't go anywhere without you being on my mind. I go outside and you're there, I come inside and you're there if I had the money I would fly there to get yuu, 2000 miles is not that far. Love kicks"
She gasped she seemed to lose her air as she read this letter. She couldn't believe that he felt this way and knowing she was married,send this to her She deleted it, and hoped John didn't find out about it. She was in shock over kicks and his confession, as he was the most popular guy on that entire website.Girls tried to talk to him every night, but, he would only talk to Jane and two other ladies who he had known way before Jane came on to the scene.
  Well honey how was your day" John asked as he helped her prepare supper as usual and turning she put her head down and answered."Well, I got your e-mail you're so sweet,John, and I did my laundry and went swimming, it was a good day babe." She answered as she started to think about kicks and his letter she wished she hadn't deleted it so she could read it one more time. But knew she had to be careful so her husband never knew about him.Kicks was her dearest friend on the net, and she was anxious every night to talk to him.
May 10

never alone

 It was a hot summer day, she had just finished folding the laundry,she decided to check her e-mail , then go for her daily swim. She was waiting for an e-mail from her husband who was  working down town, but always managed to send her an e-mail no matter how busy he was.She missed him while he was working and opened up her account. She opened up his note, "Hi hun, I'm having lunch and am thinking about coming home to my darling wife soon.John"
 She spotted a name, one that was familiar to her, a man from a very popular website and decided to open it..John knew she had friends on-line.
"Dear Jane.
I am so sorry to put this on you but, I have fallen in love with you. I can't go anywhere without you being on my mind. I go outside and you're there, I come inside and you're there if I had the money I would fly there to get yuu, 2000 miles is not that far. Love kicks"
She gasped she seemed to lose her air as she read this letter. She couldn't believe that he felt this way and knowing she was married,send this to her She deleted it, and hoped John didn't find out about it. She was in shock over kicks and his confession, as he was the most popular guy on that entire website.Girls tried to talk to him every night, but, he would only talk to Jane and two other ladies who he had known way before Jane came on to the scene.
  Well honey how was your day" John asked as he helped her prepare supper as usual and turning she put her head down and answered."Well, I got your e-mail you're so sweet,John, and I did my laundry and went swimming, it was a good day babe." She answered as she started to think about kicks and his letter she wished she hadn't deleted it so she could read it one more time.
May 09

Sound Off

                                          Sound Off Here
 
       Was O.J Innocent, or, Guilty? why?
 
      Was Scott Peterson, Guilty, or, Innocent? Why?
 
       Do you think Michael Jackson has had relations with young boys?
 
    Was Princess Diana's Accident, just that an accident? Or do you think someone else caused it?
 
 
Let's have a debate. If you think of a headline that you want to sound off about by all means go ahead.It will be fun, I think.) Well, not a debate, but opinions
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I am going to start with O J Simpson. I don't know how old you all are and you may all be too young to even know about this.
I did watch the trial on television, and it was mesmerizing.This is off of the top of my head, just thinking back..
 Blood was found on Simpson's Ford Bronco,a bloody glove was found on his property,and the other at the crime scene.  by a detective, Mark Furman, who really ignited this case, he was a racist pig, even the prosecution had no idea how bad he would be to their case until the defense had him testify, and brought it all out. I'll get to that later. Bloody socks were found by his bed, they had Nicole's blood and his blood on them.and the glove that the prosecution lawyer Christopher darden had Simpson try on did not fit his hand, was a maajor blow to the prosecution. That led to the famous line, "If it don't fit, you must acquit", by Johnny Cochran. He was the best damn defense lawyer money could buy.,. O j had the ;Dream team" when it came to lawyers which is the reason he got off not guilty, that and Mark Furhman, the racist who said on a tape audio one of many that "all niggers should be put in a pile and burned"...was O J's other ticket to freedom.
 I believe that O j Simpson was guilty! He was lucky enough to have money to get the best lawyers, and those lawyers were well worth the money.Johnny Robert Shapiro, Barry Scheck, who now works pro-Bone to help get innocent offenders freed using dna evidence that wa not available when they were incarcerated. blood from his wife and Ron Goldman were found in his house and blood from Simpson was found at the victims house. He was extremely jealous of his ex-wife and her many boyfriends, and was said to have spied on her and looked in the windows watching her.If he didn't have those top dollar lawyers, I believe tht he would have never got out of prison.
 
 
 
 
May 08

Affected

                                                        I
                                                    don't
                                           know  anyone that
                                      hasn't been affected by
                          the  emotion called, love.and it's destruction.
                   

brain teaser

                            Brain teaser 2
 

A youngster, standing one metre tall, lived with his parents on the tenth floor of an apartment building.

When leaving for school in the morning, he would use the elevator to get to the ground floor.

When returning from school, he would take the elevator to the fifth floor.

Then, he would get out of the elevator and climb the stairs to the tenth floor.

Question : Why did he not use the elevator to get to the tenth floor?  

My friend died

Well, today is not a very good day! I wasn''t awake 10 minutes and my husband told me that my friend died from cancer!! I hate that word so much, and the best thing is, she didn't know she had it. We went to school together, and I had seen her at the Dr's office the last time I was there and she said she was good, no problems. She looked great, and healthy!
I will miss her, and I will pray for her.she has two small kids. Damn! I hate going to funerals.
May 07

Weekly Brain teasers

 
 
 
Imagine you are in a room with 3 switches. In adjacent room there are 3 bulbs (all are off at the moment), each switch belongs to some bulb. It is impossible to see from one room to another. How can you find out, which switch belongs to which bulb, if you may enter the room with bulbs only once?
 
Answer
 
) Keep the first bulb switched on for a few minutes. It gets warm, right? So all you have to do then is ... switch it off, switch another one on, walk into the room with bulbs, touch them and tell which one was switched on as the first one (the warm one) and the others can be easily identified...

facts

 
                          Interesting Facts
 
In Tokyo, a bicycle is faster than a car for most trips of less than 50 minutes!
 
Should there be a crash, Prince Charles and Prince William never travel on the same airplane as a precaution!  How is that for father and son bonding!
 
Your body is creating and killing 15 million red blood cells per second!

 

There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos!  

 
 
The most popular first name in the world is Muhammad!

 

 


What's the use

                                       
What's the use of fallling in love
What's the use of being 'the one'
What's the use of falling in love
When it only hurts
 
What's the use of falling in love
What's the use of tears over him
What's the use of falling in love
When it only hurts
 
What's the use of smelling his clothes
What's the use, I already know
What's the use of falling in love
When it only hurts
 
What's the use of making love
What's the use of being the one
What's the use of falling in love
When it only hurts
 
I've known since the very first time
When he came home, she was the one on his mind
So, what's the use of falling in love
When it only hurts
 
Tell me I'm wrong that you love only me
Tell me I'm wrong, that she's not your love
oh what's the use of falling in love
When it only hurts
 
 
                                    Copyright ©2006
 
 

Crying

                        
 
The world's having fun
There's people having parties
Their barbeque's are in the back yard
Yet, I sit here crying
 
Couples are getting married
I hear kids laughing
They're going on vacation
and I sit here crying
 
Families are sitting down to eat
He just me 'the one' for him
Babies are being born
and I sit here crying
 
I have a roof over my head
there's food for me to eat
I have clothes to wear, and,a bed to sleep in
Yet I sit here crying.
 
 
                                Copyright ©2006

Memories

My eyes are red
My face wet from tears
My nose is running
My hands shake from fear
 
I start to drift away
To a more simple time
I'm chasing old memories
and so many come to mind
 
My mother laying nest to me
reading a book to me in bed
my dad showing me how to drive, amd how to fish
and I remember again what mom said
 
Don't steal, work hard
be kind, and don't lie say 'Yes sir, yes ma'am'
mind your manners, and respect others
and you'll turn out to be a fine young man
 
I snap back to reality
as I pace the floor
I've worn holes in my shoes
I'm so tired, yet, I long for more
 
I look at the cars, as they come and go
I listen to the engines as they die and roar
I gaze up at the moon, in the star-lit sky
as I realize again I want so much more
 
To just go to the movies and take in a show
to sit and play the guitar, and sing some tunes
to go to a  rink and roller-skate
and go to a party, and stay until noon
 
I open up letters my mom has sent
I think of her cooking, her smile, and her scent
I read them and weep as I picture her face
and know that I may never see her again
 
Tears run down my worn out face
I can barely breathe the air's so stale
I try to come to grips with my shortened life
I think of my family, my kids, my wife
 
I walk along a narrow hall
into the place that holds the bed
I shuffle towards and see my mom
In just 7 minutes I'll be dead
 
I mouth I'm sorry to the husky man
whose daughter's life I so savagely took
I can't believe I did it still
As I cry I know, he only came to look
 
The man's been waiting thirty years
A long time to wait to see me pay
the ultimate price
that I will today
 
I've learned so much
since that fateful day
There's just no excuse for what I did
and even I want to pay
 
I lift my head as I feel the needle
as mom looks in though tears fill her eyes
Only five minutes until
she loses her only child
 
My wife up and left me
when the cops came to the door
she took my only son
he had just turned four
 
I look again
I start to feel numb
as a lonely tear drips down my face
As I look at mom, I accept my fate.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
    
       
         
                    
                    
May 04

hearts like mine

 
           
 
you don't love me
not anymore
it makes me cry
but what for?
 
I've cried too much
over us, over you
I know you've moved on
and I should too
 
But, I can't seem to walk
out of a love that I've known
you were the only one I needed
and now, I feel alone
 
In a bed alone, I wake up to see
a shadow that sometimes calls out to me
I may still love you, so don't go yet
wait and we'll see
but I can't wait any longer
You'tre all I need
 
and you're never there
always gone
I spend my time alone
waiting for you to come home.
and now it's play like a song
 
My heart cries, my soul aches
to hold you, to kiss you
to look in your eyes
and feel that you love me
I keep telling myself lies
that you still love me
that you still care
but when I wake up
you're never there
 
I neer thought I would be without you
or, be without your love
I never thought I would forget you
but, at last I have and at last there is
no more thoughts of you
and my heart can sing and my soul feels new
I wait for a love
to start a new
 
Copyright ©2006

war

                     
                            
 
                      Guns are blazing
                      as another falls
                      a lonely soldier
                      will surely die
 
 
                     Children are walking
                     laughing out loud
                     They  seem to be deaf to the sounds
                     of men crying as their friends lay down
 
                     Their life, for what
                     Whose beliefs, whose laws
                     Why is there death everywhere
                     F or a war, that has so many flaws
 
                    Presidents sleep in their cozy beds
                    and eat the best food, at the break of day
                    while him and her are crouching low
                    as they try to escape the s  S hots that ring out below
                    and another dies
                    for the belief that war is the best way to go
 
                                                      
 

Is it living

Sitting, thinking
wondering why
Staring  blankly
the world's not right.
 
Hunger reigns
as bellies growl
but, for what reason
does anyone know
 
Homelessness, he's very cold
wind, and, snow
the season that knows no mercy
is here, and won't go
 
Money, taxes
gas and rent
some folk can barely afford a home
need to get a tent
 
Invte you over
we'll sit and eat
Invite the homeless, poor, and weak
and together we can have a feast
 
We'll talk of love
and laugh and cry
we'll sit and think
and wonder why
 
 
Copyright ©2006
May 01

Losing Weight

 Well, after being tiny my entire life, I have gained an extra 15 pounds and weigh 125 lbs. I need to lose it and want to do it in a healthy way. As a blog entry I have expresses my opinion on people who are skinny, and my losing weight is not about being skinny, but, about being at a healthy weight. If anyone has any good ideas on how to lose some weight I would appreciate it. my biggest downfall is I eat after 7 and love chocolate!
April 29

Skinny Celebrities

There are so many skinny celebs! Why? Do they think it is sexy They need to start eating right and paying attention to their heath. I don't know about you people but they scare me. This is a double post so I'll delete the other. Just look at those bones, sexy!!
 Desperate Housewives start Terri Hatcher needs food, aren't they paying her enough to buy food?
What happened to you Nicole? Look at her, I mean is this not sick? When she looks in the mirror does she not know she needs food.Dang!Next is Lindsay Lohan! Is there a contest for skinniest actress going on? Is there a prize cuz they a;; ;ool the same. Sunken cheeks hollow faces, and bones Looks like Nicole Ritchie not only split from being Paris Hilton's friend but took a slit from eating.
 
April 25

Davinci Code Quest

The new google quest game "The Davinci Code Quest is kicking! I love it and am at quest 9 as of tomorrow.Will finish tomorrow someone needs the computer. drat Well I am at quest number 9 and it is three questions, that I don't know the answer to so I have to go googgle search for them. If you haven't tried the quest yet you go to access hollywood, click on access it and it takes you to the game.....it's very entertaining, imo anyway. I have used google for every question, but have done all the puzzles on my own. 
 
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